Guys. I had just a total emotional break down set off by the most insignificant, minimal annoyance. If this isn’t a sign that my period is on the horizon, I don’t know what is. Let me recap the day for you–
-Was late and missed my favorite Fusion workout class due to AWFUL traffic. So instead (with the little time I had left) I did Peanut Butter Fingers 6xx6 workout:
So great of a quick workout and I was very proud of myself for using 24′ box and 35# kettle bell (that is prescribed weight in crossfit for women, but I hadn’t don’t kettle bell swings in forever so I wasn’t sure if I could handle the 35#)
-Traveled to Hillenbrand (in the middle of NO WHERE) while all nice and sweaty for my Corporate Wellness Presentation and I was in a lonely/bad/sad move the entire 1.5 hr drive. No idea why.
-On the way home, I ran over the remains of a tire from an 18 wheeler that almost threw me off the road. Scared me to death, thought I killed the car, immediately called my dad. I was so pissed at myself, but I kept reminding myself how much worse it could have been and I gave God a HUGE ‘thanks’ for keeping me safe.
-Once home, found out said tire basically ripped off my back right bumper area (I am sure it has a technical term…) and looks like a complete piece of crap now. Uhhhh so frustrating!!! I again, tried to look at the positive and gave God another thanks.
-Was so extremely tired when I got home that I laid down for a restless 1 hour nap before I had to leave to lead a bike ride for my Corporate Wellness Program.
-Woke up in a bitter mood (again, no idea why) and drove to Fort Benjamin Harrison State Park where the ride was leaving from. Never have I ever sat in traffic on the interstate like I did at 5:30pm yesterday. Oh.My.Gosh. it did absolutely nothing to help my mood.H
–Here is where my emotional breakdown occurs: I thought I was to meet my co-worker and the group in the park. So I paid the 5$ to get in. I called my boss, found out they are meeting outside the park and riding their bikes in, which is 2$. So I immediately turn around and tell the guy “Hey, sorry never mind”…. and he refuses to give me my money back. For some reason, that just did it. I burst into tears. I was so distressed and sad and just the thought of losing 5$ just seemed to be the worst thing at that moment.
– I pulled it together, and started the ride, and was designated as the “rear-leader” and make sure we don’t lose anyone. This is a beginner ride for people who just discovered their bike in their attic after 100 years of non-use. So the pace as extremely, painfully slow with a million stops. But that is ok… I am glad they are out there trying to change their lifestyle. Every little bit counts.
**As you can see, my day was really not that bad… not that stressful… and yet I was in an extremely bad mood and cried out of no where!!! After over a year of ZERO period… my thought is this– could this possible mean my period is around the corner??
What do you guys think??
When was the last time you cried for no reason?